Wandering Thoughts

How do you comfort a family that knows a hospital then an actual employee of the hospital. How do you instill hope in a mother that knows her daughter isn't going to be like other children on the playground? How do you say I am in Love with a LOVING heavenly Father and I am praying for you when people are faced with such adversity.

The true answer is: i am no sure. i don't know the answer.

My heart breaks as I listen to a mother tell me her thoughts on her daughters condition. My heart breaks when she tells me she is to afraid to leave her bedside because she is afraid of what she will come back to.

Why i am so concerned with pushing meds and charting what i was taught. Isn't nursing about sitting with a family and just listening. Nursing was to care for the sick. CARE for them, NOT chart about them!!

What do you say to a friend that is afraid she is going to be like her friend that committed suicide???

The world screams CURSES in the air and says what the what.. 

BUT my God says:

“ Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28


I am not going to lie.. I forget those words on a daily basis and sometimes I don't even know how to do that...


But a God that can do anything, be anything.. wants my troubles? SAY WHAT??
I can't think of King, a Queen, a CFO, a director or a manager that has every said.. I WANT YOUR CRAP!! they want ways to get rid of you and shut you up! But my GOD says come to me, because I LOVE YOU! 


that is amazing! PERIOD


so yes i don't know what to say and i don't know what to do.. but i can tell you of MY GOD that wants your problems and will walk along side of you because HE cares for you.


So even if i don't know what to say.. I am praying. I am caring for you in hopes you will see that i have a GOD, an AMAZING God that loves you.